Wednesday, January 27, 2016

3/52


I could stay this way forever and ever
i just love her face in this picture
nap time for the girls 
I love lunch dates with the twin
theres nothing better than daddy cuddles
our precious night owl
avery enjoying the pizza from morgan
play/dinner dates are the best

we ventured out in the snow with cousin bryson

sisterly love - SN: avery was super tired which is the only reason this picture was possible

panthers are going to the super bowl!




the most special thing about 3/52 was that a friend of mine who I have known since 6th grade was asking me how my week was going. She is also a mom of two and is pregnant with her third. She wanted to make sure I was doing okay because she is very familiar with the chaos that comes with two little ones. I told her that I wasn't getting much sleep and really just poured my heart out to her. She informed me that she was having dinner sent to my house so I didn't have to cook that night.  It was the sweetest and most thoughtful thing ever! (morgan, you rock!) 

Friday, January 22, 2016

a letter to emery | one month



Our precious Emery! How are you a month old already, little bit?
 I'll tell you what, I never expected to have two children so close together, but man oh man am I so glad to have you. You are a piece of me that I didn't even know i was missing. 

Our world has been rocked once more and we couldn't be happier. It has honestly been a whirlwind of a month, but I feel like things are starting to finally become our new normal.

You have had a rough few weeks of life but you have proven to be quite strong. You had to be hospitalized at 2 weeks old for RSV. The doctor told us in the hospital when you were born that we could expect you to get sick sooner since we had a young child at home, but we definitely didn't expect for you to get sick that soon. You sure did scare us, but after two weeks I can officially say you are better!

Judging by your 3d ultrasound, we thought for sure you would be identical to Avery, but you definitely have your own look about you. You have the most beautiful dark brown hair and the prettiest skin. I think you favor your momma. :) 

You are holding your head up for long periods of time and you love being put in the moby wrap. (it's almost like being pregnant with you again). You love looking at lights. You make THE BEST kissy face with your lips puckered up and it gets me every time! I just love it. I absolutely love kissing those cheeks of yours and I pretty much just kiss them constantly.

 After you sneeze, you make the cutest "sigh" sound. Ah, its just adorable! I never want to forget that sound. You have hiccups a few times a day and you absolutely hate them. You will fuss and fuss until they are gone.

We have been working on a nickname for you. I usually call you "little bit" but since we call your sister "bird" we are waning an animal nickname for you. Your cousin Bryson wants you to be called "owl" because you will name the "O" face and look all around like an owl. (he came up with that all on his own and we were so tickled by that!) We will see what sticks in the next few months!

You are quite the eater! I was told that since you were 8 pounds when you were born that you would be a hungry baby and that you are! You eat so much little bit! I can't wait until your next appointment so I can see how much you weigh! 

Your sister just loves to give you kisses and hugs and she looks for you immediately in the mornings. She points at you and walks over to check on you. I cant wait to watch the two of y'all grow up together.  We have spent the last month watching your sister and you in awe. She knows you are something for her to protect and something for her to "pet" and love on. She loves to touch your head and will giggle and get excited every time she touches you or you make a sound. Watching the two of y'all together is a new favorite of mine.

You are officially smiling at me! What a sweet day that was when you smiled at me for the first time. You have only smiled a handful of times so far, but oh I already love that precious smile of yours.

Sometimes the most unexpected things are our biggest blessings and I thank God every day for changing our plans by giving us you. 
You are so loved baby girl.









Tuesday, January 19, 2016

2/52

this was the first week of having of girls all by myself which meant tons of coffee, PJs all day, and lots of snuggles. It was the most challenging week of my life. I have a new found respect for moms of multiple children (my mom included who some how survived twins, working full time with a crazy 5 year old). Seriously, y'all are rock stars and deserved to be celebrated because it is no easy task. I never knew my attention could be pulled in so many different directions. If you've seen me lately i'm sure I had yoga pants on and a sweat shirt with zero make up on. My house has never been messier and I have never been more exhausted in my life, but I'll tell you what, my heart has never been fuller and I have never been happier than I am right now.

So, heres to many more sleepless nights, coffee, and yoga pants for this new mom of two under two :)


officially one month old


this book lover brings me books to read all morning long
she loves hugging her sister

middle of the night + a toddler who won't sleep + mommy and daddys bed
my girls napping on me
officially 14 months old

Thursday, January 14, 2016

1/52

 The first week of January always feels like a fresh start to me so this year, as sort of a resolution, I hope to post weekly pictures of our new adventures as a family of four. I feel like these days are going by so fast and I want so desperately to be able to remember my girls this little always so this will be my attempt. 

holding my baby girls

pizza for dinner and ice cream for desert

first bath together

what my mornings look like with a newborn

holding emery means avery is climbing up to join

glancing down and seeing a grin

a day date with just avery to monkey joes

mail came in the form of two beautiful, handmade ornaments from megan





Tuesday, December 22, 2015

a letter to avery | ONE!

Our precious Avery! 
I cannot believe that you are already ONE! It seems like just yesterday that we were bringing you home from the hospital!
You are 21 pounds and 29 inches long. You finally got a tooth after your turned 11 months so you officially had one tooth when you turned one! 

You are walking so good and love to hold your hand out so we can hold your hand. You will wear shoes most of the time but as soon as we put you in your carseat you will pull the shoes off. 

You have developed such a personality. You love to smile and wave at everyone. Your smile, with your crinkled up nose, is THE cutest thing! You also give hugs now and you especially love to give your cousin Bryson hugs!

Words you can say: MaMa, DaDa, Bye-Bye, No-No

You eat so, so good! You especially love anything that you can pick up and eat. You are officially off of the bottle and doing so good with your sippy cups. You are such a big girl!

We love you so much. This past year was by far the best year of my life. You have brought so much joy to mommy and daddy and we are so thankful for you sweet girl.

Wednesday, October 21, 2015

a letter to avery | eleven months

Happy 11 months sweet Avery!






Nothing in this world will ever compete with your smile! You have THE sweetest, TOOTHLESS smile! Ah, it melts us! 

You are officially taking steps now! I can't believe it! You are up to 6 steps before you fall down and getting more steady every time you stand up to walk.

We are working on keeping socks and shoes on, but it isn't going too well. You LOVE pulling your socks off and chewing on them so it seems like it will be a long process.

Mommy and daddy are getting things together for your FIRST birthday next month! We are so excited to celebrate you turning ONE! 

We took you to Boo in the Zoo for the first time with your best friend Kinsley and cousin Bryson and you had so much fun! Not to mention, you were the cutest owl there ever was!



You still love to eat and having no teeth hasn't slowed you down one bit! When we try to feed you food with a spoon, you will immediately bring your hand up to your mouth so you can touch the food for yourself. It is so cute!

I can't believe this time last year I was a few short weeks away from having you! I honestly cannot imagine my life without you. You are my world and I thank God every single day for giving me you!
 I love you so much!

Friday, September 18, 2015

a letter to avery | 10 months

I can't believe you are 10 months old my sweet girl!  We have officially started planning your FIRST birthday party and I just can't believe it! You are such a fun, loving, beautiful little girl! Your laugh and smile are absolutely my most favorite things in this world and i cannot imagine a single second without you. Watching you grow and learn new things brings me so much joy! 
We love you so much!

milestones:
you are standing up by yourself
you are clapping 
you are waving bye-bye
you say "da-da" now...ALL the time
eating all table food with just 3 bottles a day
learned how to play peek-a-boo (thank you ashton!)

Your favorite foods:
green beans
mac and cheese
PP&J

You hate:
getting dressed
having things taken away from you
diaper changes
getting dropped off at daycare
having your nose wiped

you love:
playing with keys
playing with your cousins
being held
being outside
swinging
playing with daddy
cuddling
climbing on the stairs