Wednesday, March 23, 2016

a letter to emery | three months old

THREE months old?! How is that even possible?



First, I want to let you know how GOOD of a baby you are. You must have known how much mom would need that. You are so, so good for us! You whine very little and that can be fixed with some milk or sitting you up so you can see. You are a "go with the flow" baby I can already tell! You let me drag you everywhere and anywhere while I chase your sister and you have no idea how thankful I am for a baby like you. When I put you in the baby carrier, you literally don't make a peep because you are so busy checking everything out and you also don't mind the carseat or the stroller thankfully!

You are a chunk of a thing! You are wearing 6 month clothes and size 2 diapers! You are probably close to 15 pounds by now and boy, do i love it! You are exclusively drinking breast milk so I love that you are so chunky! :) Your leg rolls are my favorite!

You are on the verge of rolling over! You will squirm around on your mat until you are on the opposite side that i put you on. You move so much so I know it is coming! You try to sit up every time I put you in your bouncer or swing so strapping you in is a must! I try to lay you on the floor as much as I can, but with your crazy sister, I have to be very close by! (she loves to sling things all around you and force paci's in your mouth)

You are sleeping 5 hours are night which is heaven for us! You have done one 8 hour stretch and I couldn't believe it! I woke up quite panicked! You are doing longer 'wake" stretches during the day so I think that is helping you sleep at night.

You have the softest little voice and you coo so sweetly. Oh, I love that sweet sound. You are the smiling-est baby! You smile so, so much and I got the pleasure of hearing your sweet laugh recently. (thanks to aunt ash kissing your neck) There's nothing better sounding to your momma than hearing her babies laugh!

You still have the darkest hair and I've heard a few people say that they think your eyes are lightening up. Guess we will see! Your hair still has a curl to it and it is so pretty. A lot of people think you look like me...it must be all that dark hair!

You love to put her fingers in your mouth and you actually accidentally gag yourself a lot. I will look over at you and your face will be red and your eyes will be watering, but your hand will still be in your mouth. You have red spots on your fingers because of how much you suck on your hands.

"Momma loves you soooo much" (in my english accent I do) :)
You, my love, are so precious to us! I am so excited to continue to watch you grow! I am so thankful to God that I get to be your momma and that you are mine.



Monday, March 21, 2016

a letter to avery | 16 months

16 months old




With the chaos that is my life these days, I am very much aware that most days, when I try to think back on them, are a blur. After the arrival of Emery, life became very different for us. I am so scared that I will look back one day and not remember the little things that my biggest girl does that have touched my heart so much. It's the little things that will bring a smile to my face so I want to write them down as often as I can.

here is a glimpse into our life with you, bird!

You get your diaper changed first thing and is immediately touching your paci to let me know you are hungry. This is something that we have found so adorable! We love that you do this! In part because it is so cute, but also because you are able to let me know a need of yours. Sometimes you bang your paci so hard which is so funny! Once we get downstairs, you immediately want to check on Emery. You start saying baby (which sounds an awful lot like dada) and will walk over to with your (middle) finger in the air. After you check on Emery, we walk into the kitchen where I get you breakfast and fill up your cup. Your favorite breakfast is pancakes, bananas, or muffins. You will sit at your minnie mouse table for a little while, but then you love to wander around the house.

One of the first things you play with is your books. You love to sit in our laps and be read to! You usually don't let us finish the first page before you are grabbing the books and trying to turn the pages though. You don't have much of an attention span so once you are done looking at your book, off you go. You literally will have your hands on everything in our living room in the first hour you are awake. You are such a busy body and you absolutely love to climb on things....the coffee table, the couch, the toy box, and your chairs at your minnie table. You sure keep us on our toes!

You love to pull things out of drawers and cabinets and if I even try to pick up the mess you make, it immediately draws your attention to what I'm doing and you will start pulling everything out again! You also do this if I try to put up your clothes in your drawers so I get to do everything twice! :) You will also unload the dishwasher as I am loading it or drag the clothes out of the dryer as I put them in. So, our house is constantly a mess because there is no sense in picking up constantly...but I'm sure our friends and family are pretty used to this by now!

You love to blow kisses to people and make the "muuuu ah" sound! You also has the most precious wave! You dance to any music you hear...like the music on jeopardy. You love to play with your baby doll! Your favorite baby doll allows you to put a bottle in it's mouth so you will walk over to your baby couch to sit and feed the baby.  You are also starting to cover the baby up and rock her which I find so cute because you have picked up on me doing that with Emery.

You love to be outside and go "bye-bye." If you see someone go outside, you will have have a melt down if you aren't able to go outside, too. You put your shoes and jacket on with no problems because you know that means you get to go outside. One of your favorite things to do is swing! You would swing the entire day if I would let you, I'm sure of it.

You still hate to have your diaper changed and you hate to get dressed. This is a major struggle for us! You would think you would eventually get used to something that happens multiple times a day, but its a struggle almost every time. You still love bath time and find it very exciting that Emery gets to take a bath with you. You have started washing her feet for me which you love to do. You also have started touching her belly button.

You love to put things around your neck..especially my purse. You love to put things that have a handle on your arm like it is a purse and the funny thing is, is that you will immediately start waving. While doing this, you also like to grab as much stuff as you can in your other arm. (I wonder if you see me do this?!) 

You love to look at videos on phones. Especially mine, papas, and memes...did I say you LOVE it?! You will grab my phone, cross your legs at the ankles, and start pressing your thumb against the screen. You typically mess my phone all up, call and text people, and pull up everything.

You bring so much attention when are out because you are so social! You love to wave and smile at everybody and you are usually running around stores which people seem to love. Every single time we are out in public someone comments on how big and beautiful your eyes are! When we are out at a restaurant and you decide you are done sitting in your high chair, you will start extending your arms out to everyone and anyone to get you out of the chair. We are working on having you sit for longer periods of time at the table without picking you up. Once were done with dinner and we put you on the ground, off you go in a full sprint! Man, you are fast!

When aunt ashton comes over, you get the biggest smile on your face! After you have hugged her, you immediately start pointing to the door looking for Bryson! You love you some Bryson! You will give him hugs and kisses without even asking and boy does he make you laugh! If I even mention the word ashton or bryson at home, you immediately start looking at the door!

We recently had your 15 month check up and you weigh 22 pounds and 7 ounces and are 31.5 inches long! You are in the 66% for weight and in the 78% for height! The doctor calls you her favorite patient because you literally sit so still for her with the biggest smile on your face as she listens to your lungs and heart and looks in your ears. As soon as she puts her stethoscope down, you will grab it and put it up to your chest! (maybe someone will be a nurse like her momma!) She comments on how smart you are, too! Of course we think so! :)

You have 4 teeth (finally!) You have the top two and the bottom two! You look so darn cute with your top teeth coming in! You didn't get your first tooth until you were 11 months and now it seems like they are all wanting to come in at once! You have 3 more teeth that we can see that are about to break through any minute.

When we talk to you or ask you questions, most of the time, your response is "hmmm?" It is so cute! You talk all day long, but its just jibber jabber! You say about 5- 7 words consistently and the word we hear 90% of the time is dada!

I want to make sure I tell you how great you are doing being a big sister. You love to touch her feet and her hair. If she has a blanket over her, you usually will try to uncover her, but if the blanket is already on the floor, you will want to cover her back up. If Emery makes a noise you get so tickled and start laughing. You love to watch every time I change Emery's diaper and you love to bring me a diaper for her! You give it to me and start clapping! I think you get more smiles from Emery than anyone! You will hug and kiss Emery without ever being asked and you love to make her swing rock. For the most part, you are used to Emery being around now so you leave her in peace (most of the time).

You are so precious to us, Avery Claire! You have changed our world so much and you make every day so much better and so much fun! You are a handful bird, but I wouldn't have it any other way! The pure joy I feel when I look at you is indescribable! I can't believe you are already 16 months old!
We love you so much baby!




Saturday, March 12, 2016

9/52

the spot where Tyler proposed with our two precious girls

loved alexa's visit home!

cuddling her paci

can't wait for them to grow up together like we did!


wine and painting!

showering baby martin #3!

first booster seat!

bumbo sitting like a big girl!


9/52: March 2016

Friday, February 26, 2016

a letter to emery | two months old

I can't believe you are already two months old, little bit! You weigh a whopping 13 pounds and 2 ounces and are 24.5 inches long! You are in the 81% for weight and 98% for height! You are such a chunk and I love it!



You are starting to have longer wake periods and are starting to develop such a cute personality. You still have your nights and days mixed up so you sleep most of the day and you are up most of the night. You will start to fall asleep for the night around 2 or 3am and you will sometimes do a 4 hour stretch. 

You love to be held facing out. If you are fussy, all I have to do is pick you up and face you outwards so you can see and you are good to go. You are holding your neck up so good and you love to be put on our chest to look up at us. Most of the time your eyes will go cross-eyed and your mouth make the "O" face and it is the cutest face I have ever seen. I hope I never ever forget that face you make.

You have the sweetest sounding whimper when you are getting fussy or hungry. You hardly ever cry at the top of your lungs. You are still doing the "sigh" sound after you sneeze and oh my gosh I loveeeee it! You don't seem to mind riding in the car or stroller and you are a really content baby. 

Goodness I love to kiss those precious cheeks of yours and I love to put your face against mine. There is nothing else like it.

You love bath time. You are unsure when I first put you in the water, but it only takes a second before you realize that you love it. You love with I squeeze the water from the washcloth over your belly. You scrunch up your cheek! (Avery did this same thing!)

You are starting to really kick those legs and arms! I will lay you on your playmat and you love to just kick! You kick so fast sometimes and I get really tickled watching you! You aren't too sure about tummy time on your mat, but you are getting the hang of it!

You have the longest eyelashes (thanks to Daddy) and you still have the darkest hair, but you have the lightest eyebrows. I hope that doesn't mean your hair will eventually lighten up! :) Your hair is curly as soon as it drys from being washed. It is so beautiful and I can't believe its curly!

You have the sweetest smile! I do all sorts of crazy things to get to see that smile, but you pretty much will smile at anything. You can just hear my voice and you will start to smile! You also love to smile at avery. She is always kissing on you "muuuuu ah" and you just smile up at her like you think it is the best thing in the world. She gets so tickled by you, little bit! She has to wave bye to you everytime she goes upstairs to lay down for a nap or at nighttime and you are the first thing she looks for in the morning. If you make any sound at all she immediately gets so tickled and starts laughing at you. 

You are wearing size 3 months and size 2 diapers. All of your 3 month clothes are starting get snug! I can't believe how big you are getting! You are growing so fast and I am trying to soak up these "tiny months" as much as I can because every time I look at Avery I am reminded how quick these months go. I look at your pile of newborn clothes that you can no longer wear and I can't believe it. Where did my 8 pound "little" baby go? Just like that you are already 2 months old! You make life so much fun! I catch myself daydreaming about you and Avery and I get so excited thinking of the bond the two of y'all will have. God sure had his hand in putting you in our lives and man I am sure glad this was his plan.

You are so loved my precious girl!



Monday, February 8, 2016

Wednesday, January 27, 2016

3/52


I could stay this way forever and ever
i just love her face in this picture
nap time for the girls 
I love lunch dates with the twin
theres nothing better than daddy cuddles
our precious night owl
avery enjoying the pizza from morgan
play/dinner dates are the best

we ventured out in the snow with cousin bryson

sisterly love - SN: avery was super tired which is the only reason this picture was possible

panthers are going to the super bowl!




the most special thing about 3/52 was that a friend of mine who I have known since 6th grade was asking me how my week was going. She is also a mom of two and is pregnant with her third. She wanted to make sure I was doing okay because she is very familiar with the chaos that comes with two little ones. I told her that I wasn't getting much sleep and really just poured my heart out to her. She informed me that she was having dinner sent to my house so I didn't have to cook that night.  It was the sweetest and most thoughtful thing ever! (morgan, you rock!)